So I'm booking in for my three monthly scan tomorrow. Less than two months for the left side because they found another tumour but they didn't do the right as I'd not long had the FNA & scan on it anyway. I'm a week overdue for getting it done but I haven't been concerned. I searched for the damn referral today and couldn't find it anywhere and then I go to the same spot I knew I had left it and had looked today and there it was. I hate when stuff like that happens.
Anyway... it comes in good timing. I am hoping I couldn't find it so that when I call and book tomorrow they will tell me someone cancelled today and I can get in asap. I have severe pain where a tumour is. Nothing I have every felt. I think whatever it is it may be infected or something but it needs to be seen to. It was sudden and the first sign of pain was last night and I thought possibly hormonal pain but this is far worse. Damn it.
Am I going to have to have the stupid thing cut out? Are they just going to give me antibiotics? Whatever they do I am just over my boobs being stabbed and squished and felt up by strange specialists.
I honestly thought I'd come to terms with all of this last time when they finally worked out what I have and why my stupid boobs form benign tumours. Thankfully they have been benign but today I am annoyed. Cranky with it. There's a high possibility they will change. Don't get me wrong... I am grateful it's nothing. I am glad this one is probably just infected but it's still annoying and can be worrying. Somewhere in the back of my head I am wondering if it has changed for the worse. I honestly don't think it has but it's still a thought. Look, I really know it's nothing okay so please don't get all stressed out. I just want my whine. It's my blog so I can.
Well I've had my whine now so I'll toddle off now. Hopefully you've all checked your boobies and everything is good.
Have a good evening and I'll be back soon :-) GO CHECK THEM NOW PEOPLE! Pleeeasse xo
